Happiness is an attitude.

PS.This is not a usual post, its quite emotional,avoid if you want :)

Im miss me, yes, myself, that cheerful girl. I think back and i wander, when was the last time that i really smile, sincerely from the heart?

This chaotic world induced many many complains and unhappiness everyday.
Arrows shooting over here and there. People no longer stab others with knifes, but with words.
Often words bring us down, sad to say, very easily.
How not be affected? be invulnerable, be a superman!

Pessimist or optimist? It's all up to you to decide.
I guess im both. 70-30. u should guess.

Once we were all innocent and we believe, now who do you trust?
I cannot ever trust myself, well sometimes.

Despite that, there are some happy moments that i wanna keep them forever, in my brain.
Friends and family members , who bring joy and laughter and some who sincerely cares about your feelings and going on with you. This is what keeps me going on.

Daddy, i live for you, if i don't, i don't understand what's the point already. you got to be safe somewhere. As always, i miss you.

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, it's true and yet not true at sometimes.
Anyway i hope things gets better! :)
Cheer up everyone! :)